I've grown up, really am.

Friday, August 01, 2014


This will be a little sentimental to everyone of you including myself....

It's not easy to live nowadays, tasks and challenges everywhere, and here comes the "pressure" and "stress". I'll never doubt how harmful these creatures hitting my life and creates waves in my journey, that's what we called --- LIFE

But what if you're awake and want to make choices? There's only 2 ways - Suck it or Against it.

Here's the story...

"I'm happy enough to live everything and I know my mom has arranged her ideal path for my future. Unfortunately, I chose not to fully obeyed, and I've ended up with a very, very crucial moment with my family, during Raya season...

I'm not that kind of girl who simply follows and I have my own opinion or thoughts. I could be her little good girl who follows her mom's step and simply give up on everything she did for the past; BUT, no one knows what I've been through and I'll be damn struggled if I was forced to give up what I've done so far in order to do what my parents expect - until that time, I know it's time for me to fight for my own future...

Luckily, it was a bad start but it ended well. I feel good and she feel proud of me."


I believe almost everyone of us will have to face the same issue as I am, it's just the matter of time. Trust me, if you chose to fight for your own future like me, do not hesitate to confess, to tell your parents what you really want. Overall, we as a child need a very, very gracious support from our family, our parents. You don't speak, they won't know, and end up both parties are suffering for the issue.

It doesn't mean that I'm rebellious, my guts told me that it's time to tell your parents what you are actually looking for. Once told, I'm pretty sure that your parents and family will eventually accepts you and supports you...

I'm glad that my mom noticed my small achievements in recent years, and she's glad on what I've done and somehow it's beyond her expectations... I was totally melted when she told me how proud she was having me as her daughter... 

I love you mom!

You Might Also Like

0 Comments

Subscribe